THE EYE OF GOD

the eye of god,
the elders told me,
is watching me,
a magical santa clause,
(you know),
you better watch out,
you better not cry,
holding me in his goodie bag over a pit
between being and nothingness
until I was infused with the soul
of age standing before the wall
of myself realizing
that there is a there
beyond the chain link wall
where I see
the hands of God hold me.
a place where I can return to my childhood
lying on the playground field watching
cloud animals dancing in the sky.